It has been snowing since the beginning of November. And while it’s beautiful and magical outside, I would still say it’s too early for snow. It was quite exciting at first. Having the very first real snowfall of the year. The excitement of winter is finally here again. But I hate to admit that it’s really been so difficult this year. Imagine to walk in snow storm. Cold, windy and snow comes right to your face. I wanted to cry each time I’m leaving the house and coming back home for only one reason- it’s snowing and I needed to walk. However, I don’t want to complain. I just need to get use to it.
I really wanted to get back to the blogging world so bad and tell you what’s going on right now. I’ve tried couple of times to write but just couldn’t finish even a single paragraph. I think it’s so hard for me now to continue what I’ve loved doing for many years now because there’s less of a story to talk about. Or there’s a lot more however things aren’t the same and sometimes it’s hard to balance the time between a mama and a student. Life is getting busier also here and a lot of things had happened since the last few months. But I won’t have to go all the details about it. Moreover, I live a life without a camera and a computer for few months now (no kidding) and honestly it sucks! I miss so much taking photos, sitting in computer editing countless photos and blogging. I kinda get used to it anyway. Living a simple and stress free life. It’s better this way…. for now!
I’ve enjoyed taking photos this year’s autumn. The weather was great. Everyday was sunny and it’s not even that cold compared to last year. Every afternoon babygirl and I went for a walk to the park and to the beach. I love the colors everywhere and I made sure I bring the camera with me whenever we are out of the house. I wanted to document these beautiful moments with the little one. I wanted to take colorsful photos and enjoy the colours of Autumn. Right now the leaves has started to disappear. Soon it will be dark and cold. And then winter comes!
So it has been over a month now since my last blog post. Couldn’t believe I took this long blog break. The past month for me was like a whirlwind kind of. I felt like I was floating in the air the whole time and couldn’t even feel I existed in this world. It was hard but somehow I know I will get used to it. People change and as so as things. There are many things that are not supposed to happen but they did somehow. All you have to do is to accept that change and just go with the flow. And of course be happy! I have been stress about school and life lately. It’s getting harder and harder everyday. However, I know I’m strong to face all of this and I know a successful path is waiting for me at the end of this journey.
This place here is one my favorite park to visit in Loviisa especially in summertime. I spent almost everyday here last summer reading ibooks on my phone while letting Rianna sleep on her stroller every afternoon. I didn’t go to school that time yet and it was nice to have a walk and just come here to relax. It is very near to the harbour and I like how fresh the air and how warm. Often I sat on the bench while looking at the ocean and the people who passes by. Sometimes I read and listen to music. It was nice!